Do you ever scream in the car? It is the perfect place to let it all out. I am sure cars passing me wonder what it is I am doing, but I have found screaming to relax and focus myself.
I found myself screaming after I left the dietitian yesterday. I am in a wonderful place in my life. I have completed EVERYTHING that I need to complete to have surgery. I lost the required weight, gave blood, met a dietitian, went to monthly support meetings, had MANY tests done, and saw many doctors all who have given there OK to have weight loss surgery. Believe it or not the process had MANY ups and downs, but yet I wouldn't take back any of it. YES I was upset when I found out I had another hoop to jump through, but now I can say I am glad for the process. I have succeeded and proud to say I DID IT!!! So why was I screaming?? I was overwhelmed that I have completed the process and scared about surgery, but yet excited to change my life permanently.
Surgery is not the END to this process, just the middle point. I am excited to begin the second phase.
Sooooooo----- HERE WE GO!!!
P.S. Try screaming in the car... I highly suggest it!! :)
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